Sunday, January 29, 2012


If I was a genius at probability and could manipulate it's loopholes. I could technically predict the future?

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Chinese new year

Every year, we must spend time with the people around us whom we often take for granted. The ones we never seem to be able to say the things we want to. The ones who really care for us though they do not say. They ones that will be there when we need them most. Our special unit called family.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012


Finally my timetable is out! No off days sadly:( Thursday is probably the crappiest day because I have to wake up at 5am to do the dreaded swim programme followed by a short 1hr breakfast and then 6hrs of lectures before I end the day with another 2nd gym session. At least the other days are pretty manageable. Another crappy fact is that I fun know anyone for the Geog ss module. Which means I have to put in the effort to make some friends. Not something fun when everyday is already so tiring.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Kings Of Convenience - Misread

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

this is my church

When I'm sad,happy,angry. I always end up in my kayak. It's where I can leave everything behind and focus on one simple thing. It's my life.

Sunday, January 08, 2012

Going back to school

Tomorrow signifies the end of 8months as a 'professional' kayaker. To tell the truth, I'm actually dreading juggling studying and kayaking again. During those 8months leading up to the sea games, I really had enough rest, focus and motivation to ensure I could be at my best for the games. I'm someone that likes to be good at the things I do and I hate it when I can only manage sub standard work because there's not enough hours in a day. It also doesnt help that I'm an avid believer in having a minimum of 8 hrs sleep a day and that one cannot just work and have no play. Anyway I'll have to find a way through this once again and do my best to get my grades up. Reflecting on last year, it was really tough. Had many problems even before the year began, had a nasty bike accident that ruined my racing season and also the final triumph at the games itself. Training camp was probably the phase that I had found my fire and motivation back after the accident left me in a horrible physical state. And the many other emotional problems and doubts throughout the year strengthened my self belief immensely. There were many times I felt I was fighting a one man show because even my own team mates don't seem to understand what I feel. I hope I will be able to continue growing and learning from my mistakes. And one day I will be able to say I've been there and done that and when that day comes, I'll stop and I'll rest and enjoy.

Saturday, January 07, 2012

Sarah McLachlan- Rainbow Connection

visions but only illusions

Friday, January 06, 2012


Somedays i wish the world will leave me be. So i can paddle in peace

Monday, January 02, 2012


words of wisdom.

Sunday, January 01, 2012


Happy new year! God bless :)