save me.

Life's not being good to me in any way whatsoever. Just got news malaysia raised the accomodation fees. 500m events cancelled too. Not going anymore. Not going nowhere. 2nd time already this happened. School's crap. monday 440 end, tuesday 440 end, wednesday 540 end, tmr 440 end. have to look after my health especially now. Ubin is first priority.

my training is in a mess. I'm slow, unfit and not fast in anyway. My left side is a total mess with the rotating seat. Megaton of backlot work to finish. What the heck am i doing with my life. Someone just refocus me please...

Angst...
I need to trash out all this crap somewhere.