Depressed...

Not feeling that good today. It's a sad day...
2pieces of unhappy news...

"People come people go"

I was never good with change...probably never will be...
I had this same feeling after Ncc '04. people leave. Somehow I pulled myself today for 05 season at least for my team.for myself.for my dreams.I have to keep fighting no matter what life throws at me. To suceed dispite the problems,setbacks,despair,pain...

I guess in singapore the path i want to walk isn't exactly conventional. Maybe I'll be alone on the road not taken.

...forever...

If i could go back in time. I will...to the good ole' dayz...where studies was mostly second in our hearts. December 05 was one of the best times i had.great company. great love for canoe.

Training:

did a slight variation to the programme. Added slightly more endurance.removed some sprints. Had 1 pretty good 500m set. still have to work on my balance. My drag. My catch.
I am slow...but i'll fight my way up...up that ladder...

I want perfection.

Have to fix and clean white. Rudder is off centre and she's all dirty.She's been with me through thick and thin. It's the only way to repay her.

Hmmmmmmm...the road not taken...I love the slow life elsewhere...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost.