reality.

Last night was probably one of the hardest nights for me. Suddenly everything just broke down and reality just crushed the crap out of me. i imploded basically and it felt real bad. I guess when problems start building up to this level all it needs is abit of time and suddenly everything just snaps. But through this period, I've finally made a choice on my future course of action and my burden is lifted somewhat. For better or for worse i don't know...but i couldnt delay this decision anymore.